I’m sorry I gave you everything I had without making sure you wanted it. 


When I was a freshman, my sister was in eighth grade. There was a boy in two of her periods who would ask her out every single day. (Third and seventh period, if I remember correctly.) All day during third and seventh she would repeatedly tell him no. She didn’t beat around the bush, she didn’t lie and say she was taken—she just said no.

One day, in third period, after being rejected several times, he said; “I have a gun in my locker. If you don’t say yes, I am going to shoot you in seventh.”

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i wanna kiss someone under water

she hates time. make it stop. 


ill kiss a lot of people on the mouth i don’t give a fuck

you’re beautiful, every little piece love.


Walking along the train tracks for three hours, turning around and heading straight back.


A few days ago my mom and I decided to go downtown for some ‘bonding time’. On our journey there we were walking past PCVS and I just kind of stopped. I couldn’t move for a moment, all I could do was stare at the place that was once so filled with life, and incendiary promise. Yet somehow… for…

As a child…. Whether you’re 5 and learning to ride a bike or 15 and reciting the quadratic formula… That’s you’re only job. Be a child. In high school they tell you to get good grades… Try your best… Get involved… You might have a part time job and you might hate it but that is your money. You’re free. When university starts you instantly go into debt. You have no money and you have no freedom. Everyone who owns a house and owns a car is in debt. Its scary. While in high school everyone wants out and they want to get a job and a life and live. Do you know how stressful the real world is? How many adults do you think wish they were still in high school and their only job was to do their homework and drive to the mall to work a shift in the food court? The thing is… I think as much as we all complained…. I complained… We had it pretty damn good. And we never really realized it. Until now of course. Because its over.

there are certain people that are just so good for me to be around and genuinely make me so happy without even trying. we don’t have to do anything, they instantly make me happy just by being with me. we sat in a car for 2 hours….but we had such a good time. the only remotely funny thing was Ty falling on his ass but we laughed for 20 minutes straight. I love my boys and I know I wouldn’t be where I am today, who I am today, let alone anywhere or even still here if it weren’t for them.

Jenna is so beautiful and so fucking right in this video and I fucking love her and respect her double as much as I did 12 minutes ago. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xx_pwu7n-Y&feature=c4-overview&list=UU9gFih9rw0zNCK3ZtoKQQyA

I miss Emma